I, too, have a deep and abiding appreciation for the female form.
I, too, fared poorly with the ladies in high school. Understatement of the decade, actually.
Yet, oddly enough, I have neither the need nor desire to exorcise my high school demons in the way you suggest. Somehow, I managed to get over high school pretty much right after graduation. And without random groping, either. Imagine that.
Sorry your post-HS adjustment isn’t going so well.
